Ms.
Anderson
ESL
Transitional Literature
February
23, 2013
The
Catcher in the Rye
The fiction novel, “The
Catcher in the Rye,” by
J. D. Salinger is an adventurous story of a 17 year old boy Holden
Caulfield, and his failure to prove himself to be unlike “phony”
people. In his four high schools, he was kicked out due to his
reluctant behavior in class. His brother Allie’s death, refusal of
intimacy with other people, denial of immaturity, prejudiced
character analysis of others like his friends from Pencey Prep, along
with the confused and spontaneous state of mind for sexuality finally
causes him to have a nervous breakdown. Even though Holden’s
actions contradict his thoughts which force him to keep making the
same mistakes over and over again such as getting drunk, failure of
finding connections with people, getting expelled from his fourth
high school; his perception of maturity, understanding of how life
works and concept of what is worth to care about changes throughout
the book.
One
of the major conflicts in Holden’s mind is the inability to admit
that he cares. As he says: “I’m the most terrific liar you ever
saw in your life”(16) he is aware of the fact that he can lie
whenever or to whomever he wants, including himself. Lying to himself
by saying that he doesn’t care makes him even more vulnerable in
situations where he suddenly bursts into tears because of keeping
every emotion inside his soul and not sharing them with anyone. After
he gets drunk, washes his face with cold water and gets himself all
wet; he sits on the radiator to get warmer however all of a sudden he
starts crying without knowing why: ”I guess it was because I was
feeling so damn depressed and lonesome.”(153) Also even though he
doesn’t have any concerns about his academic life; at the end of
the book when his psychoanalyst asks him if he is going to apply
himself when he goes back to school next September, he says: “I
mean how do you know what you’re going to do till you do it? I
think
I am, but how do I know?”(213) Even if it might not be the perfect
answer for a question like this, at least it indicates that he is
somewhat determined not to give up. His strange and unusual interest
in the ducks in the Central Park lagoon, how they survive during
winter reveals that he pays attention to little things which may not
even matter to most people. Another proof for his changing thoughts
about himself can be the moment where he thinks he would just go
down, down, down and nobody would ever see him again every time he
gets to the end of each block. (197) He is terrified with the idea of
vanishing so he pretends like he’s talking to his dead brother
Allie, “Allie, don’t let me disappear. Please.”(198) Not only
he realizes that he is eager to live but also he thanks him every
time he passes a block. (198) This shows his realization of being
grateful for what he has.
The
evolution of his characteristic is presented in the literal meaning
of “The Catcher in the Rye.” Although the prejudgment of
phoniness makes him a narrow-minded person, Holden’s perceptions
about children are significantly different. He perceives them as
“innocent” creatures because he sees his past through their
emotions. When a friend of Phoebe tries to tighten her skates,
Holden gives her a hand and helps her. “Boy, I hadn’t had a skate
key in my hand for years” displays the hunger for the good old
memories he had before he started growing up. (119) He wants not only
to remember joyful memories but also to keep them in his mind, which
is why he wants to protect the little children from getting hurt whom
he depends on. “I’m standing on the edge of some crazy cliff.
What I have to do, I have to catch everybody (little kids) if they
start to go over the cliff. I’d just be the catcher in the rye and
all,” (173) he responds to Phoebe’s question in this way since he
believes that it’s necessary to watch children’s every move and
make sure they do not fall both literally and figuratively. However
the main irony in this concept of catcher in the rye is that he is
one of those little kids who will fall off the cliff unless someone
standing at the edge rescues them. As Mr. Antolini says during his
discussion with Holden: “ I have a feeling that you’re riding for
some kind of a terrible fall,” (186) he can’t be the catcher or
“the responsible one for kids’ protection” if he, as still
being a kid, hasn’t been saved yet. By choosing the word “riding”,
Mr. Antolini implies that Holden is cognizant of his appalling
situation.
Holden’s
intimacy with his ten year old sister Phoebe, is very influential in
his transformation from the beginning to the end of the book. When
Holden starts thinking about what would happen if he died because of
pneumonia and who would come to his funeral, only good thing he is
able to bring out from his death is that his mom wouldn’t let
Phoebe go to the funeral (155). Phoebe helps him in every condition
such as when his mom asks Phoebe if she smoked in her room, she says:
“I just lit one for one second,”(177) and takes the fall for
Holden. Since she is the only one that Holden actually feels worth
fighting for; when he drops the record he bought for her and it
breaks into pieces, he says: “ I damn near cried, it made me feel
so terrible.”(154) His emotions and thoughts at the end of the
book where Phoebe rides the carousel manifest her significance in
Holden’s life. All of the kids tries to reach to this “golden
ring” while riding the carousel, so does Phoebe. He says: “I was
sort of afraid that she’d fall off the goddam horse, but I didn’t
say or do anything.” (211) He finally realizes that if they want to
grab the golden ring, they should be free to do it. According to
“new” Holden: ” If they fall off, they fall off, but it’s bad
if you say anything to them,”(211) which controverts his dream of
being the catcher in the rye because back then, he wanted to save
children from falling off the cliff or whatever is dangerous for
them. “The golden ring” varies from person to person since it
symbolizes the thing that each individual wants to reach for
themselves throughout their life. Holden realizes that he can’t
prevent his beloved ones from getting hurt like Allie or Phoebe. He
finally lets go of whatever was holding him back from reaching
happiness and peace which might even be related to Allie’s death.
Holden’s
dynamic behaviors and spontaneous feelings are evidently seen at the
end where he says: “ I felt so damn happy all of a sudden, I don’t
know why. It was just that she looked so damn nice, the way she kept
going around and around,”(213) when Phoebe was on the carousel.
However before, everything made him feel depressed, sad and lonesome.
He also finally admits that he misses people who were in his life
before, “About all I know is, I sort of miss
everybody I told about. Don’t ever tell anybody anything. If you
do, you start missing everybody.” (213) Even though he criticized
every single friend he had before, like Stradlater and Ackley, Holden
sees the truth about being a human: everybody deserves to be loved
and cared even if they are hypocrites or phonies. His first time at
the museum in this novel proved his consciousness and observation of
how life works which in his words designates that “ Nobody would be
different at the museum. The only thing that would be different would
be you.”(121)
In spite of some steady habits that would change in long term, Holden
was able to accomplish his transformation from denial of immaturity
to acceptance of who he really is and appreciation of life with
happiness.